urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:greenxday123 Just Blame Yourself Dylan 2005-04-19T04:31:20Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:greenxday123:12589 2005-04-19T04:09:24Z 2005-04-19T04:31:20Z none Things are shitty. Life sucks. I'm sorry. <br />Jaime- I'm sorry for everything that has happened. I'm sorry for still having feelings for Kasara. But I am losing them since she is being such a bitch. I don't even want to be her friend at all. Thank you for staying with me through all this. I know how much you really care about me, and I really care about you. &lt;3<br />Kasara-I'm sorry, not all of this was your fault, I did alot too. But you are being a douche, and you are turning out to be one of my worst friends ever.I don't like seeing you hurt. I'm sorry all this shit happened with Ryan. But maybe you do deserve it, actually you probably do deserve it. Ryan never really cared about you that much if he is gonna break up with you over this shit.<br />Ryan- Yea kasara maybe does deserve it, but you shouldn't break up with her over this shit. If you say you really care about her like you say you do, you wouldn't do that to her. Yea I hate her, but this isn't right. I know some of it is my fault but she still doesn't deserve to be hurt like this. I talked to her on the phone that night, she was a wreck I felt so bad(and now she does this shit to me), but still. She cares about you alot. You should know that, and I don't think you do. It hurt me so bad when she choose you over me. I did realize that I have Jaime whos great. <br />I'm gonna leave kasara alone. I don't even want to be her friend right now. Shes being such a bitch. Its not right. So its over between us, there will be nothing. Maybe later on, but i doubt it. I'm done with her this is it. I want her to leave me alone and I'll leave her alone. And if ryan you say you care about her, then stay with her, she is a great person, and you'll be missing out. I know I've been contradicting myself because of saying shes a bitch but at the same time she is still a good person. <br />*thank you Jaime for staying with me. You are such a great person. I care about you alot. &lt;3 Dylan urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:greenxday123:11678 2005-04-10T00:14:24Z 2005-04-10T00:14:24Z Dashboard So I have a question for all you emo kids... does poetry really help with depression and anger held inside. Cuz see ive got a lot of that and the only way I find i can get ride of it is through forgeting about everything and fliping out, I would beat the shit out of people that make me feel this way only well im kinda small and i would lose....... and most of the time i dont feel like getting my ass kicked. So please how do i deal with all this...... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:greenxday123:11114 2005-04-08T22:54:19Z 2005-04-08T22:54:19Z Badger song Badger Badger Badger Badger Badger .................................................................. *pause*......................... im goin for a walk hmmmm sounds good ill be around maybe go to artic...... but its gonna get dark soon..... im not walking in the dark.... guess ill stay home.... are badgers nocturnal... cuz if i were a badger i might walk in the dark... pawahh urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:greenxday123:7342 2005-03-05T03:30:21Z 2005-03-05T03:30:21Z None WARNING************PSYCHO FAGS GONNA KICK MY ASS ON MONDAY CANT WAIT!!!!!!!!!!!<br />So yeah today sucked.............. but sadly ive had worse days but whatever im over it. Yeah kasara and I are finally finished with our "break" just want to let people know that the break was kasara's idea. We had been getting into a lot of fights lately and we both really wanted it to stop so kasara said we should take a 2 DAY BREAK not a break where we need to "see other people", yeah well it was to get us to feel the way we did when we first started going out. I didnt really think it would work because it was only 2 days but with her it seems to have worked so awesome. Yeah my life sucks it seems like everyday something has to go wrong. I hate all the fucking gossip in this school why cant people just be honest and mind their own business its getting pretty gay. Well im gonna go cause its late and im tired.<br /><br /><br />-----------O yeah and when I said "He better not or he will have a broken trombone" I was only joking sorry Wess(even though you probably will never read this) I honestly didnt think people would take it seriously I was only joking.